Friday, 29 March 2013
Lonely I am In this world of Huddles
Lonely I am
In this world of Huddles
Where Everything is Fluctuating
Where Nothing is Everlasting
Lonely I am,
In this World of love & sacrifice.
The Abrasions left
By the Life & Time
Which I left behind,
Im Hoping will slowly Abrogate
But are Growling
Day by Day
Making me Vague
Adding more Austere
To Prevail lonely,
Lonely in this World of love & sacrifice.
Slowly im Grasping the realities of life
Slowly im Glimpsing the truths of life
& Slowly I’m knowing,
its not serene to See
Grimace slowly converting to Grief
Refraining me lonely,
lonely in this world of love & sacrifice.
- Anora
I lied, I cried , smiled for a lil while
I lied, I cried , smiled for a lil while.. when you termed me your silly mistake.,
Once I was everything to you now I’m just a silly mistake..
I forgave and took you back when you were breaking my trust,
but now I’m all to you is a silly mistake..
I asked why did you changed? Why did you broke my heart again?
When you promised you will not be like him..
You walked away without caring .. and just shouted back..
Sorry, it was a silly mistake..
~ Dia
Loneliness is tearing me apart
Loneliness is tearing me apart.
How can I console my heart?
Its bleeding deep inside.
My dreams have shattered.
All hopes have died…..
Existence has no reason
Life is just passing with each season..
There’s a saying time heals
but I don’t think mine will..
My heart only cries
I can give up everything
am even ready to sacrifice
just to have You back in my life…
Myriad of questions haunts me.
Don’t you ever think of me?
Once you only said
We are meant for each other
and will always stay forever together.
Then how can you leave me
in the ocean of tears
and make me live in my darkest fear…
All I am left with is to remember
the sweet moments we shared
where you loved me and you cared…
They say memories are golden
Well that’s can be true.
But how can I let them know
that I don’t want memories
I only want You…..
The way u left me, and again tried to come back
The way u left me, and again tried to come back..
what if i was the one to do that ..
then would you forgive my deeds,
would you forget the mistakes i did,
would you embrace me with the same old love n affection,
would you not question me?
the way you lied to me and apologized again n again..
what if i was the one cheating on you ..
then would you still keep me as your love,
would you not feel shattered every time you see me,
would you not trust me again,
would it be not difficult for you to give me another chance..?
what if i tell you i did all of these i trusted, loved,e mbraced and accepted you..
but again you betrayed me, hurt me … just think for once,
what if i didn’t..!!
- Dia
Let me see the spark in your eyes
Let me see the spark in your eyes,
each day I wake up in the morning ..
help me read the touch of your hand,
when we go on long walks & keep talking.
Let me feel the warmth of your arms,
in my bad times and cravings.
become my soul and walk with me,
each moment in my life,
till I stop breathing.
- Rashi
Thursday, 28 March 2013
I felt love for the first time.
I felt love for the first time..
I waited for years & years, to reach your love.. after 18 years he came to me..
He proposed his love not through eyes, not through actions, not through emotions, not even through words..
He did not even said, “I LOVE U”. But, I understood what he was coming to say..
He just, “Expressed”. I felt as something was happening inside me;
First time I Realized,” How Does a Heart Beats”
First time I Read, “a poem from a men eye”
His heart was like, clear sky, without any lust…….
He kneeled near me with a bunch of roses and said “I know there are miles to go…..”
In those miles, “there will be lots of joys, bundles of care, bunch of love & little of sorrows”.
There can be 100’s of silly fights in between us, but it will be for few minutes…….
There will be 1000’s of problems to face……..
What ever happens I can give you Surety that “I will Never Leave you”
My love on you will stay even if you do not accept my love….
My love remains as it is on you Dear
Even, if you are not near. I can live by thinking about your cute face.
Finally he fetched my hands and asked, would you come with me till my eternity..
He also said, I wish to take u for a long travel, throughout my life..
He stood up and asked; will you “MARRY ME”
And he stretched his arms & said, “if you too wish to marry me come near me & just hear the words of my heart”..
You can hear the words of it, how it was screaming these much days without you each & every second..
That was the second; I felt love for the first time.
- Sindhujah Shankarnath
I defy to be your puppet anymore
I defy to be your puppet anymore
Won’t allow you to hurt me ..No..No more.
You are allowed to break free
Though I can bet
You won’t be able to forget me..
Coz the love I gave was true
Even it was just a game for you..
Go, my Casanova, trade your heart
Enjoy the game you play with class and art…
See how many hearts you can win
and how many you can ruin..
You know theres plenty avenues
so every damsel you meet..
let your heart scream ‘I Love You’…
With that killer smile
and mesmerised words
fix your eye and set the target.
When pinned, bring her close and near
Whisper in the ear “I truly Love You, my dear.”
With all your fiery passions and desires
Shower your love with rains of hugs and kiss.
Win the trust and let her feel its a bliss.
Then slowly unveil your mask and nail
and when you are completely assured
the target is totally shattered and ruined.
Just put a tag Mission Accomplished..
Broken hearts are your trophies.
Accumulate them and be happy…
Let the saga continue
Until you are over and out…
But, my love, a word of caution
The game which you play
with immaculate precision
to murder others emotions..
Just remember there is a word
called Conscience and it pricks..
Though I am in ample doubts
whether its alive or you have strangled it to death.
If it is still breathing and alive
Then make it a point to talk once in a blue moon
Don’t let your conscience die so soon…
All are answerable to the Supreme above
So play safe and enjoy your Game of Love….
~ Unknown
Wednesday, 27 March 2013
Monday, 25 March 2013
I could not realize, why my heart is full of pain
I could not realize, why my heart is full of pain
But, I know there is a reason for pain.
There is no one to hear the screaming’s of my heart.
I’m struggling in between the life or death each & every second..
Both sides of love are also UN avoidable..
Because, the one side love is SOUL given mother’s love
Other side love is making that soul to Live, my boy friend’s love
I know that this is My Time..
I have to decide..
This is my life..
I am here to choose the path of my life..
So i should be clear in my decision..
Struggling..
When he proposed me, it was not painful..
When accepting also, it was not that much painful..
But I feel this situation is too horrible..
I do not know how to describe..
Right now I Feel, there is insufficiency in words..
I’ want both persons love throughout my life..
But soul given person, is not accepting to take him (My boy friend) throughout my life..
How could i leave him..?
I can’t leave him..
Because when he expressed his love, he saw my eyes & expressed..
I too saw his eyes, that second he entered in to my eyes..
When i accepted his proposal, he entered in to heart..
We started speaking through mobile..
Finally, he had been everything of mine (he was mixed into my blood & now he had entered into my soul) ……..
Even his single figure did not touch me..
Our love is totally based on pure love, care & affection..
In his showering of love, my half journey of lovely life moved..
Now this is the right time, i have to decide whose love is going to come with me lifelong..
I know my mom won’t accept..
This is the decision, which i loved & took
What ever might be…. i have to face…….
Let me wait…. until she accepts…
We are struggling throughout our life for many problems
Why should not we struggle for our life..
I will wait until my mom accepts..
Because, her love taught me what is care & affection..
She Is also everything of mine..
If i leave him, he will die..
If i go with him, my mom will die..
So struggling, struggling & keep on struggling in between these two persons love..
Heart is painful there are loads of problems..
There is a day for me also, in that day i will also be flying like a butterfly, colourfully. Without painful & problem..
Waiting for that day..
Every night when I lay in bed
Every night when I lay in bed,
my mind goes racing with thoughts I dread.
I think of the times we had as one,
it reminds me of all our beautiful fun.
But now I lay in bed alone,
wondering if I’ll get back what I once had known.
I’m so scared and full of fear,
I often find myself shedding a tear.
All I want is to hold you near,
kiss your neck and whisper sweetness in your ear.
But for now I must count on hope,
try my best to deal and cope.
All it took was a job for me,
I would’ve never lost my girl to be.
It took time to do and find,
but now everything will be just fine.
Now I hope you can look at me,
see how hard I have worked for thee.
I will be the best I can be,
but I really do need your love next to me.
Now my soul is hurt and weak,
I pray to god that we may once again meet.
I will dream of you tonight night,
I will hold my pillow nice and tight.
Now I lay me down to sleep,
pray to lord my soul YOU keep.
By,
Ron Jr
